okey.... this is seriously getting over the limit of my patience......
why are there so much haters around me.....??
HELLOOOOO.... get a life folks...!!
=___=
it's not my intention to bash you here..... but seriously, you're really tempting me to do so, moron....
let's see how you've successfully got yourself into my list of haters...... just to point this out, it's rare for me to imply someone as my haters..... so, you're really 'lucky'..... should I say that...?? >__>
I'm trying to be nice here by saying about what I'm doing right now....
so, I'm taking form 6.... then this someone just stands off the comfort zone, and asked me a rather stupid question....
why am I taking that path...??
errrr.... helloo.... are you that dense...??
this is my life.... so it's my decision to choose my own way.... just stay out would you.....??
then another heated question.....
didn't I get any offer from college or university....??
okay.... I seriously hate this question.... why are they so simple minded...??
what's wrong with me going to form 6...?? is it wrong..?? is it illegal here in Malaysia...???
I'm fucking taking form 6 because I want to, you a**hole...!!
so, despite my burning rage inside, I tried to keep my cool, and tell that someone, I just got an offer from matriculation..... at Banting, Selangor...
so, fine..... that person kept quiet for a while.....
am I taking that...??
NO....! I didn't go there.... cause I want to stay here in form 6.....
that went well, isn't it...?
WHY..??
errr..... why is this moron keep questioning me...??
so, I just shrugged my shoulder nonchalantly, and told that moron that I want to do my STPM instead of going to that place......
then, another why....
I seriously have enough with that word today.......=__="
I just answered, that I think I could do it better here..... you know, since I'm taking the true path of my life.....
but, instead of giving me some courage (it's not like I'm craving for one.... duhhhh....~), that someone bashed me.....
then, we started our so called mouth battle.....
sorry for my other guests, as they have to witness my 'bad' side.... well, I'm actually a gentle person, seriously..... >__>"
you know, one thing I've realized that have changed in me recently is, I started to talk back when someone bashed me.....
it's not like I didn't fight back before, but it's rare..... I used to be someone who always listened to others.... especially the elders....
but I don't know why, but recently I've learnt how to have a mouth battle when someone bash me.... no matter how old the other is, if I know that I'm right, I'll keep fighting back.....
I'm off the topic again.... sorry for my random self.... =,=v
so, we keep arguing till suddenly, that someone said this bloody statement......
'Ko ingat STPM tuh snang sgt kew...? jgn nak bajet sgt ar.....'
first thing that crossed my mind is, pure shock....
is that someone trying to tell me that I'm being a narcissist...??
NARCISSIST..??
never crossed my mind before that I'm trying to be snobbish or narcissist about my life....
I keep myself low before, thank you very much......
but yeah, haters will always hate......
so, I just shrugged it off, trying to cool off my rage.....
I did said, that 'Insyaallah I could do it...'
can't you point it out.....
I'm saying 'If Allah is willing, I could do it....'
there's no narcissism inside my statement, isn't it...??
so, instead of taking that fight into a serious one, I retreat myself away from there.....
I'm tired of human being like this..... should I call them human being in the first place..??
so, now I have a feeling that haters will always motivate me to do better in life, right...??
wouldn't you say..? like when they bashed me, I feel like there's a switch inside me that have been turned ON....
the conclusion is, please keep hating me, haters...... cause that will be a motivation for me to do more....
THANK YOU VERY MUCH....!!!!
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